the waterworks

today is definitely the start of realizations. there are 2 major realizations for me. first is that i really need to sweat it out because first, im gaining weight and im getting sick because of not drinking lots of water. but that i can handle. the other realization is a bit major and is slowly taking its toll. and along this is a whole new roll of realizations. manel, the only person that keeps me sane enough is going (not leaving) to dubai. soon. very soon. in 5 days time. and yes...waterworks for me. i was with her just a few minutes ago and darn its so hard to stop myself from talking about her leaving. even the gift she had for me last christmas (which was given very late na!), i cant stand not to open it and read the letters...the letters..i will miss them. and i hate emailing. i obviously do not know where to start here.

your leaving is not that hard to take but you not being within the 5-kilometer radius is hell. not taking about it is both good and bad or maybe much better? i dont know. we both know waterworks suck. and i dont think it will fun to do waterworks about this...its reserved for that time that either of us hates the guy the other one is gonna marry?and i do not know, maybe one thing that's stopping us from deiberately talking about it is the waterworks. i, for one thing, will definitely do my own waterworks...haha. its crazy.not talking to you and i know how much better our lousy chismisans would be if its live or on the phone. dubai isnt that far, i know. but YM sucks. you're like a boyfriend..much more than that actually. i will miss mcdo frenchfries, strolling at our all time place to be -Galle, and eating pizza at Lifecoffeeandtea, laughing our ass of at chico and del! oh gawd! better hook yourself up with online RX. watching movies and dvd marathons. too many i guess..too many things ill miss doing with you. darn...waterworks.

i may not have told you but best, im really sad that i wont being seeing you for some time. but at the same time i am so proud of you for being brave enough and do your thing once you get there. hay...just when i thought Gideon was way too emo kanina...errr. i would have wanted to give you a hug but no..that would just trigger the waterworks..and i dont want to do that in my pajamas in the street across the community chapel...LOL.

JUST ALWAYS GO ONLINE FOR MY SANE'S SAKE! NO EXCUSES! and text me your roaming once you get it. IM DOING THE WATERWORKS NOW!AND I MISS YOU ALREADY.CRAP. SEE YOU IN BARCELONA. that only means we should start on putting up funds for that.

***the sketchpad was great! and for the record, i thought the cat was a dinosaur! hahahar! and start living your princess life. i knew that gift would be very useful.
i lurve you manel!